Sunday, October 31, 2004
18:46
can't stop thinking of ur face;
BOO !
haha.. went over to aunt's ystd n went for trick or treating :D yeahh
it was.. qt fun ? yeahh..
n i stepped on 2 snails - no thnx. :/
urgh. i was SO disgusted.. n hurt :/ haha yeahh.. in fact i didnt realise id stepped on a snail when i stepped on the first ? i thot it was some kinda fruit but i had my doubts, seeing as there wasnt a fruit which felt like crushing egg when stepped upon.. :l
so i didnt go for tuition in the end. yeahh :) it felt kinda right. ? haha ok whtevr -white chicks style-
yeahh 2d04 rocks ! huns weve really gottta have a sorta reunion or gathering some time REALLY soon k ?
anyhows, persuasive speech workshop tmr.. :/ hmms.. i wonder if itll be fun ? haha riiight. FUN. -shrugs-
haha okies. later perhaps ? toodles..
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Saturday, October 30, 2004
14:08
can't stop thinking of ur face;
natpua:
"-nudge- u knw wht elaine asked me just now? -giggles- she asked me 'does val like matthias ?' -laughs n walks off-"
?!
` baby can't u see tt i need u
13:41
can't stop thinking of ur face;
say it isnt so, tell me ure not leaving. say you changed ur mind now, tt im only dreaming..
ARGH.
goddamnit -sighs-
gladys dont go !
jun dont go !
n jun u stupid thg ! u started me :l i didnt start u !
i'll miss u guys..
didnt do so badly for streaming afterall
but i didnt make it to triple :/
nvm :))
nvr wanted to go there anw. -sighs-
to go or not to go ?
tt is the qn.
-shakes head-
sissypoo is out :D haha
my stupid younger sister cried. HAHA
oh. happy halloween ! if it is today..
gna have a grt time trick-or-treating later on !
whee ~
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Thursday, October 28, 2004
20:41
can't stop thinking of ur face;
heyy ((:
had spring cleaning at band today :D
it was.. qt fun lah -beams- yupp :D
hung up the BIG band banner with renette where the "nurturing leaders of tmr" thing used to hang ((: the rest were too scared to go up there ((:
well it was qt high up n steep before u reached the place where we were gg to hang the banner but it was basically fine (:
gladd cries everytime she receives a present :/ aww.. im giving her hers tmr ((: yeahh. :l
dont cry gladd !
then we cleaned n polished our instrus :D haha it became shiny-ER :D min's alr shiny :D haha
then andrea kept taking out n putting back in her tuning slide just to hear this little "pop !" n she kept saying it was so cute while she laughed nonstop :DD haha she's the cute one :D
like my jnrs :D this yr's sec ones r rather enthusiastic -nods-
my squad's the dead old girls :DD haha
yeahh..
it's more fun being crazy n hyper..
my squad can too, but they just dont bother :D just cant get into the mood lah -grins-
family dance n line dance competition tmr :/
-sighs- gladd ! do ur line dance properly ok ? itll very probably be the last time u dance it.. :l
jun, dance the family dance properly ! last time alr.. :l -sighs-
another time.. love yer all. oh yah.
[
matt] if ure reading this, remind to tell u sth another time k ? yup
bye all ! -huggs all dears tight-
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Monday, October 25, 2004
21:18
can't stop thinking of ur face;
im so bored ! everyone who is online isnt talking to me n i dont knw wht to say either :/ urgh.. gladys ! jun ! im gna miss u both soSO
SOSO much ! -sighs- nj sucks for doing tt to us :l i want jun n gladys ! I WANT JUN N GLADYS ! x gna miss them evr so much.. truck loads, lorry loads, cement mixer loads, simply LOADS.. ! :l -sighs- i just wna hold them tight n nvr let them go :/ but i knw tt's where they want to go yes ? if not they wldnt have accepted their acceptance right ? WRONG. well.. i dont knw.. gladys seems to be.. confused.. well i wld be if i were her.. as in.. u dont knw where ure heading to n u dont knw if this is gna work out.. gladys cld make it here.. but she might make it there to yes ? -sighs- AAAAHHHHH. :l nj u sucker :/ n jun.. :/ i cant bear to see them go.. cant bear to not see them for at least another yr.. cant bear to not have gladys to be there anymore.. to groom herself in front of our 2d mirror, to not see gladys give celestia tt stare when her collar's unbuttoned n when her hair's gelled up.. to not see gladys point at nah n tell us both tt we're sinking deeper n deeper.. to not hear her sigh dramatically when evr nah n i engage in our guy convo whilst celestia does her selective hearing trick.. or for jun to not give me tt "will u just stop ur lame shit n leave me alone" lk before smiling at wht i just said.. -sighs- i'll miss u guys so much :l ahh dearies.. parting is such sorrow :/ hehs tt sounds dumb but it is true right ? it is whtevr u say. -sighs- URGH ! sweethearts we will keep in touch ? we will i swear ! -huggs both tight tight tight tight !-
` baby can't u see tt i need u
17:40
can't stop thinking of ur face;
so wht's keeping a journal or a diary ? it's tearing out thin films of ur life so tt only the bolder colours stand out n u paste them into a little book u call "diary" or, to some, "journal" ((: evrytime u lk thru them u see the bold colours leaping out at u. sometimes u smile at the psychedelic colours swirling in front of ur eyes. other times u mourn at the dull but terribly bold colours which scream in such pain u want to turn ur eyes away at the sight. but tt's life isnt it ? the way it was supposed to be ? -nods- it definitely is (((: it's the life i love n embrace ((: here's a pretty poem.
Fall, leaves, fall: die,
flowers, away;
Lengthen night and shorten day,
Every leaf speaks bliss to me
Fluttering from the autumn tree.
I shall smile when wreaths of snow
Blossom where the rose should grow;
I shall sing when night’s decay
Ushers in a drearier day.
emily bronte
it's my sis's favourite poem ((: beautiful yes ?
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