Friday, March 05, 2004
13:33
can't stop thinking of ur face;
i was walking to my class today and there were these two sisters walking in front of me.
they were talking and laughing at little quiet jokes they shared with each other.
the sight was terrifically heart-warming.
one was a secondary 4 girl, the other probably a primary 2 girl.
they held hands as they talked and walked on.
their laughter like fresh ripples on a clear river, reflecting the sunlight and creating myriads of colours on everyone around them.
their laughter like a bubbling stream over smooth pebbles and rocks.
i smiled.
then i looked back at my guilty shadow of hurt.
i saw that it was dark.
i saw the times my very words like a thousand knives sliced through the hearts of whom i truly loved.
i saw the times i took for granted those i loved and never did cherish enough.
i saw the times i shrugged off angrily, or much worse, snapped back at the concern of one whom i was concerned about.
i saw those times.
yeah. ironic somehow...
to behave in such a manner towards one you love but behave ever so politely to one out of the "i love you" range.
natural? i don't know...
it wasn't the case for this pair of sisters was it?
"sad book" i had commented to my father about a book i had lent him.
he had read about 3/5 of the book and replied," What's so sad about it? That's what life is like!"
it was a story of a professor of physics losing his, wife and children, his only family other than his old mother in a car accident of which involved his family and a drunken driver. he was at home doing up the house waiting for their return then.
"Whether or not it is part of life it is sad" was my retort.
"A professor of physics, Jackson Tate can prove mathematically that the universe is governed by specific laws. He can explain why planes fly and how matter interacts. But he can't explain why his wife and two children were taken away from him in a tragic car accident, or how loss and despair can destroy a man's belief in love..."
this is part of the blurb.
sad..but i loved it anyway :)))
well, one word for you.
cherish...
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Thursday, March 04, 2004
14:58
can't stop thinking of ur face;
heyy..
my sis was showing me wht a "real blog" was..
i decided "yeah i shld do one too"
well tt is to u noe..give views n points in life..
not drone on abt wht happened to u n stuffs?
mm hm..shall start..
well at least when i found the words to say.. mm hm..
here goes..
stressing myself out too much? i don't know.
not since i stressed myself out...at all.
they say stressed is "desserts" spelt backwards..
but it isn't at all exactly that cup of sweet thing you have.
today papers aren't all you need to get higher in life i expect.
no.
i've been doing a speech on whether homosexuals should be discriminated.
i say no.
homosexuals are humans after all. are they not?
they deserve equal treatment. if so to say racial discrimination is unfair, is justice done to homosexuals?
in fact in my opinion, homosexuals could be considered a "sub-race".
I quote “Homosexuals represent a threat to the community in that when they commit suicide by jumping from buildings, they sometimes hit passers-by” by The FBI Training Manual, 1968. I was rudely awakened as to what extent homosexuals were being lowered to in America and probably everywhere else in the world where homosexuals were to be found. I found it rather saddening, that the heartbreak, stress and pressure of a living, breathing human, caused him or her to jump to his or her death, yet he or she is seen as a threat simply because “when they commit suicide by jumping from buildings, they sometimes hit passers-by”. They had, in my opinion, instead of sympathising with the person, blamed the person for “hitting passers-by” when the cause of it had been the faultfinder of it. Ironic is it not?
"The sexual orientation of parents is not in and of itself an indicator of parental fitness. ... The sexual orientation of parents does not automatically disqualify them from being good, fit, loving or successful parents. ... The sexual orientation of parents is not in and of itself an indicator of the overall adjustment and development of children. ... Gay and lesbian parents and same-sex couples can provide children with a nurturing relationship and a nurturing environment which is conducive to the development of happy, healthy and well-adjusted children." From Judge Kevin Chang's ruling in the landmark Hawaii gay-marriage case. This I believe most thoroughly so.
ARGH..can't do this.. don't know what to say?
ahahs..not mature..yet? ever? i don't know..
oh wells..g'night..lurve yer all..
takkaire sweets yeah? -hugs
-hugs all dearies
mwaa`
` baby can't u see tt i need u
11:24
can't stop thinking of ur face;
so tired..
tired of it all..
-sighs.
just wna flop on my bed n slp foreva more..
yeah..
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
14:15
can't stop thinking of ur face;
oooh..
sweets has 3 day mc :(
i want too!!
ahahs..
oh wells..
sweets go update!!
elaine so srys ahahs..u come n find me better yeah? -grins
i've got the materials with me evryday :))
brot specially for u dearie :)))
yeps..
-pinky hook n thumbs touching.
yeps ahahs..i do learn fast -winks
oh wells..i gtg..
sweets: u takloadsakaire yeah?
um..n to all dearies:
LOVE YER! haha..n i cherish u too..
nights n sweet dreams..
-hugs all dearies one by one.
` baby can't u see tt i need u
Monday, March 01, 2004
11:56
can't stop thinking of ur face;
helloooo
ahahs..
elaine:
ain't u glad u finally got to the bottom of the mystery?
ahahs..
n rmb, u're the onli one who noes other then ___ n me k?
ahahs.. oh wells..
mum's chasing me off.. :(
oh wells..
bleahhs..
if onli i had a com to myself..
if onli..
lurve yer all!
if onli..
` baby can't u see tt i need u
09:10
can't stop thinking of ur face;
heyy!!!!!!
ahh!
ahahs!
we got a guinea pig!
it's
SOoOoOOoOooooO cute!!
oh gosh! -squeals
it's called eeyore ahahs..
it's brown n white n its fur is curled :DD
n it's female
haha..
coz we want it to breed with my cousin's
:)))))
oh wells!
laters!
` baby can't u see tt i need u
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