Saturday, February 14, 2004
19:47
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hm..over at granmum's hse right now..
got a few ang bao's alr ((:
money!!
:DD money-faced
dinner was nice..
chatting right nows..
hm..happy!! really am
dunno why..was sad this morning rights?
mm hm..very happy now
oh. fff sent me an sms..wishing me happy bday..
said i wasn't going to mention him yeah?
but ahahs..anw, got LOADS of sms wishing me happy bday((:
i dun even noe who some are :D whoops..
oh. THNX QINg! for dedicating to me on ur blog!
i'll tell u her blog add..soon..ahahs..
sorry i didn't reply..was away..ahahs
sry!! duibuqi!!
hm..haven't spoken to benj in a "few" days huh..
ahahs.. so weird today..
hms..
how come??
i dunno..ahahs..cake was gd ((:
blueberry frm lana's..mm...
:D
mum asked if i want ice cream cake..thot abt it..
but i've gotten it for two consecutive yrs ((:
so i thot..dun want lahh..ahahs..
hm..munching on chips now ahahs..
gna get soOoOOooOoooOo fat -grins
lalalalalalala! so happy! anyone wants to share my joy?
i'd gladly do so :)))) so any takers? got loads to spare!
ahahs.. but i mean it seriously..very very happy..
loads of pple have wished me a happy bday,
no wonder i am so happy! ahahs..
ohwells.. :) no one's speaking to me now..was speaking to jeryle..n benj..n qing..n jessica..n xinhui..
-sighs
no one's speaking to me now :(
ahahs.. oh wait..xin hui speaking to me now :)))
but i dun really noe wht to say to her..dunno her well..hm..
oh wells shall end here n i love n cherish yoo dearies! nighters!
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18:42
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happy v day all!
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13:05
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heyy.. bday's today..not excited..somehow :) feeling..down..dunno why ahahs! woke up with a i-want-to-listen-to-sad-music feeling.. so i'm listening to one now..at first it was lene marlin's "so i see" then it was season of loneliness by david tao and now it's melody by him as well.. ah wells.. depressing.. ahahs.. thankies to all me dearies yah? for all the chocs and all..i doubt i won't get fat!! ahahs..dun wna become fat :D but anyhows, it's relleh nice of u all :))) hope u like wht i gave! hugging valentine right now :D i told u i was serious abt naming the bear valentine! :)) ah wells..going for tuition alr..byee.. wish me luck! :))
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Friday, February 13, 2004
23:06
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//valentines'
heyy dudes!! wahahas!! guess wht? i got LOADS AND LOADS N LOADS of chocs today! on top of tt, i've got a photo frame, 2 bags of potato chips, a starfish-shaped soap, cookies, candy, butterfly pendant frm perlini's, pencil case, some pooh bear ball-shaped box with candy inside, bday cards, coin box, bday cake and a HUGE, CUTE, HUGGING FRIENDLY teddy!! ahh! :DDD hahas!! it's gna be called valentine lols..sry..i've gone +vely mad.. ahahs..but it's still gna be called valentine :D all the above were given by frds!! sweet aren't they?? -hugs all frds. i cherish yoo!
ooh..ahahs..n qing says i've got mesmerising eyes n she wants them..ahahs..qing, want me to diggem out for yoo?? lols..my eyes..mesmerising? -flutters eyelids. lols.. XDD so can't wait till tmr.. i think..ahahs..dno y? :) hugging me's valentine right now :)) n i meant valentine..not
valentine.. lalalas!! :)) hyper now.. :))))) ooh..almost forgot..got a rose! red, real, pretty! :D oh wellsies! but there's tuition tmr..-glares. so sao3 xing4.. -_- idiotic.. ah wells!! nighties then dearies!! love u all n i cherish u!! i do! i do! :D
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14:01
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cherish//
heyy..was feeling so emotional last night? coz this girl in our sch? her bro just passed away.. he was knocked down by..a taxi.. many pple who knew here wrote abt it on their blog..i read hers too.. i kept thinking abt it.. abt how much pain there must be in her heart.. i now noe wht it really means to say tt life is unpredictable n tt one must always cherish those ard u.. imagine.. u've spoken so harshly and u've spoken such hurtful things to ur sibling.. n ur sibling probably thinks u dun love him/her.. when deep down inside u really do.. but ur sibling leaves u foreva n u nvr had the chance to tell him/her tt u loved him/her.. gawd..it's so sadd.. cried last night abt it.. i noe it's a lil crazy but.. my heart had this really dull ache after reading it.. u noe i'm nvr such an emotional person?? but.. i dunno.. i somehow felt a lot for tt person.. a lot.. as in i didn't feel so sad when another girl's dad fell frm a building and passed away as well.. i guess this is closer to my heart? i really hope the family is taking this well..i noe it's difficult.. i feel the pain myself n i'm a total stranger? can u imagine being part of the family? gawd.. oh gosh.. the dull ache has crept into my heart again :(( oh wells.. i just read it..oh mann..sad again.. oh yah.. ahahs.. her bf's so sweet -weak smile. but then again i guess he was qt close to her bro huh? coz..he was describing.. read this :
"everything was alright again.. until i stepped back there.
Until i looked back at him. but it just wasn't him.
what i saw was plastic. just plastic. stained. hard. cold.
nothing like him. warm.. soft.. full of life.
nothing like his restless, big, no huge eyes..
i shouldn't have teared. one tear did it all.
sammie collapsed. i should have stayed strong.
but she's okay now.. only.. she wants her brother back.
so much.
i'll miss it all. dammit
tmr is the funeral. i hate this. lit is the bane yet again.
lit CA ends at 12. by that time everyone would be home.
and dry. and it would have been over. i'm going to miss
the procession. i'm not going to be there for sammie.
i'm not going to be able to say my last goodbye to samuel.
i won't see them push the coffin into the furnace.
to hold sammie as it all happens.
screw lit. :|"
oh gawd.. sad all over again.. a guy crying? oh gawd..tt's so so so sadd.. my heart's abt to split in half right now..
me bday's coming soon! -weak smile
yeah.. hms.. love me frds eva so much! i love and cherish evryonav yer! well all pple ard me r cherished.. heyy.. i think cherisha wld be qt a cool n purty name :) cherisha.. hm.. nice :) snds a lot like cherisher..or so to say someone who cherishes.. love yer all.. really do.. cherish..i mean it.. cherish.. n i cherish
u my dearies.. -a tear rolls down face.
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
11:38
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hm..posts not coming up..well perhaps coz it's just been put up? blogspot is rather irritating smtimes.. *sighs* lalala..i just found out i actually noe qt a lot of malay..ahahs..coz 4 indonesian students came to our class for immersion programme? mm hm..n they've been teaching the poks malay? n i seem to noe loads ahahs! hannah[na2na3pok4] tried to scold me using them but i knew wht they were n scolded her back ahahaha! n joycee[ku pok] dursen noe so i can scold her :DD ahahs..!
celestia[tau pok] has been trying to break her record of pulling tongtong's[dudongdong/dugong] hair rubber band out tt girl..evil right?! n they dun trust me with the rubberband anymores..-lks forlorn
coz i return it to the "victim" when they pass it to me..can't help it! i'm born nice n kind!-grins n luffs
ahahs..kidding lahh.. :)))probably was but not anymore -lks evil-ly at evryone
hms..u noe wht? coz i'm going to my granma's hse on saturday, i'll pester my parent to bringme to the popular there..at hdb hub? yep yeps.
lemme give out handy tips. if eva u get trapped by ur frd, give them a vicious tickle! ahahs. n the most sensitive place is the rib bones. so tickle right there! lalala!! the only person i noe who is not afraid of being tickled on the rib bones is my dad :D so tickle away! ahahs! :))))a bit the hyper today :)) in fact have been for the past..three days? mm hm :D hyper me!-sighs contentedly
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08:22
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today was fun..:)) ahahs..elaine, saved a pg for u like u told me to :D passed it to na2na3pok4 to write ahahs.. :DD isn't this skin just the cutest?! have been trying to get it up.. gave up in the end..deleted the whole damn blog and did it again.. :))) so it finally came up!! yayys! love this skin so so much X)) bday in 3 days' time!! XD woo hoo!! ahahs..crazee.. oh wells.. :))) it's on a saturday howeva.. :( bleahh..tuition so sucky..n guitar lsns start in..9 days! haha..hui jun, u poor girl..gotta lug ur guitar to sch..ahahs..poor thing. *pats jun's head* ahahs..
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