Sunday, November 14, 2004
19:26
can't stop thinking of ur face;
MOVED!


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Saturday, November 13, 2004
19:42
can't stop thinking of ur face;
the trip to desaru was fun ((:
saw the night sky full of stars..
breathtakingly gorgeous..
i wanted to pull the sky down witht those stars n hold them close :/
the stars were like in clusters n the sky was practically filled with them !
im so going to migrate !
tt's my goal - to migrate ((:
go off to another country, get my dream hse ((:
tiongchew's probably heard enuffa them :D haha
the trip to desaru was simply amazing..
i'll have to go back no matter wht.
i want my true living!
oh yah. sales at paragon was qt ok ((:
om gna earn 120 bucks n later go shopping :D
pure delight (((:
can life get any better ? yeahh it can
if only :/


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Monday, November 08, 2004
21:03
can't stop thinking of ur face;
had cip in sch today (: helped out with the oat cubes thgy ((: it was fun :D
sort of.. -beams-
gg down to paragon to sell em. buy frm me pretty pls ? theyre for a gd cause ((:
band tmr (: u knw it's weird but i kinda lk forward to band practices these days ?
-nods- weird huh ? but yeahh (: laters !


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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
19:14
can't stop thinking of ur face;
band prac was.. fun ((:
the set piece was fairly easy :D
we just need more pracs (: especially since we just saw it today ((:
haha. ok i REALLY hope we do well in el camino cos it's evr such a pretty-ful song ((:
seriously. but i guess i need to do my part too huh ? i cant do double tongueing :/
TAN YIZHEN ! u lousy tcher :D why u cant tell me how far back to pull my tongue for the double tongueing ?! haha. poor girl. u really shld be sl ! haha rocks.
i really need to do my double tongueing properly.. :l
n the running notes ! it's so difficult to do running notes on a slide :l bleaghhs.. -beams-
nvm ! we'll do just fine ((:
go SNSB ! :D








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Monday, November 01, 2004
20:00
can't stop thinking of ur face;
i seem to have this strange affinity with stars..
baffled.
someone enLIGHTen me ? :D
ok tt was stupid. but i really mean it !
i do have a strange affinity with stars :/ ah wells ((:
till another time, byeee !
-huggs all darls-


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19:12
can't stop thinking of ur face;
abt sixty yrs dwn the road i'd be old. REALLY old.
i may forget u guys who r leaving for sn at sec 2.
i may not even rmbr knwing u swthearts.
i may forget tt i once cared for u guys.


i MAY.







but huns, i wont !

-huggs super tightly-

forget me not !


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19:06
can't stop thinking of ur face;
even though i know
how very far apart we are
it helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star
and when the night wind
starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
it helps to think we're sleeping
underneath the same big sky ;


LOVE YA !
-huggs tight-


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17:00
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hahah fixed the template n got a new one. till another time, cheerios ! ((:
i miss yoo ! -huggs tight-


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Sunday, October 31, 2004
18:46
can't stop thinking of ur face;
BOO !
haha.. went over to aunt's ystd n went for trick or treating :D yeahh
it was.. qt fun ? yeahh..
n i stepped on 2 snails - no thnx. :/
urgh. i was SO disgusted.. n hurt :/ haha yeahh.. in fact i didnt realise id stepped on a snail when i stepped on the first ? i thot it was some kinda fruit but i had my doubts, seeing as there wasnt a fruit which felt like crushing egg when stepped upon.. :l
so i didnt go for tuition in the end. yeahh :) it felt kinda right. ? haha ok whtevr -white chicks style-
yeahh 2d04 rocks ! huns weve really gottta have a sorta reunion or gathering some time REALLY soon k ?
anyhows, persuasive speech workshop tmr.. :/ hmms.. i wonder if itll be fun ? haha riiight. FUN. -shrugs-
haha okies. later perhaps ? toodles..






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Saturday, October 30, 2004
14:08
can't stop thinking of ur face;
natpua: "-nudge- u knw wht elaine asked me just now? -giggles- she asked me 'does val like matthias ?' -laughs n walks off-"

?!


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13:41
can't stop thinking of ur face;
say it isnt so, tell me ure not leaving. say you changed ur mind now, tt im only dreaming..

ARGH.
goddamnit -sighs-
gladys dont go !
jun dont go !
n jun u stupid thg ! u started me :l i didnt start u !
i'll miss u guys..
didnt do so badly for streaming afterall
but i didnt make it to triple :/
nvm :))
nvr wanted to go there anw. -sighs-
to go or not to go ?
tt is the qn.
-shakes head-
sissypoo is out :D haha
my stupid younger sister cried. HAHA
oh. happy halloween ! if it is today..
gna have a grt time trick-or-treating later on !
whee ~


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Thursday, October 28, 2004
20:41
can't stop thinking of ur face;
heyy ((:
had spring cleaning at band today :D
it was.. qt fun lah -beams- yupp :D
hung up the BIG band banner with renette where the "nurturing leaders of tmr" thing used to hang ((: the rest were too scared to go up there ((:
well it was qt high up n steep before u reached the place where we were gg to hang the banner but it was basically fine (:
gladd cries everytime she receives a present :/ aww.. im giving her hers tmr ((: yeahh. :l
dont cry gladd !
then we cleaned n polished our instrus :D haha it became shiny-ER :D min's alr shiny :D haha
then andrea kept taking out n putting back in her tuning slide just to hear this little "pop !" n she kept saying it was so cute while she laughed nonstop :DD haha she's the cute one :D
like my jnrs :D this yr's sec ones r rather enthusiastic -nods-
my squad's the dead old girls :DD haha
yeahh..
it's more fun being crazy n hyper..
my squad can too, but they just dont bother :D just cant get into the mood lah -grins-
family dance n line dance competition tmr :/
-sighs- gladd ! do ur line dance properly ok ? itll very probably be the last time u dance it.. :l
jun, dance the family dance properly ! last time alr.. :l -sighs-
another time.. love yer all. oh yah.

[matt] if ure reading this, remind to tell u sth another time k ? yup

bye all ! -huggs all dears tight-


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Monday, October 25, 2004
21:18
can't stop thinking of ur face;
im so bored ! everyone who is online isnt talking to me n i dont knw wht to say either :/ urgh.. gladys ! jun ! im gna miss u both soSOSOSO much ! -sighs- nj sucks for doing tt to us :l i want jun n gladys ! I WANT JUN N GLADYS ! x gna miss them evr so much.. truck loads, lorry loads, cement mixer loads, simply LOADS.. ! :l -sighs- i just wna hold them tight n nvr let them go :/ but i knw tt's where they want to go yes ? if not they wldnt have accepted their acceptance right ? WRONG. well.. i dont knw.. gladys seems to be.. confused.. well i wld be if i were her.. as in.. u dont knw where ure heading to n u dont knw if this is gna work out.. gladys cld make it here.. but she might make it there to yes ? -sighs- AAAAHHHHH. :l nj u sucker :/ n jun.. :/ i cant bear to see them go.. cant bear to not see them for at least another yr.. cant bear to not have gladys to be there anymore.. to groom herself in front of our 2d mirror, to not see gladys give celestia tt stare when her collar's unbuttoned n when her hair's gelled up.. to not see gladys point at nah n tell us both tt we're sinking deeper n deeper.. to not hear her sigh dramatically when evr nah n i engage in our guy convo whilst celestia does her selective hearing trick.. or for jun to not give me tt "will u just stop ur lame shit n leave me alone" lk before smiling at wht i just said.. -sighs- i'll miss u guys so much :l ahh dearies.. parting is such sorrow :/ hehs tt sounds dumb but it is true right ? it is whtevr u say. -sighs- URGH ! sweethearts we will keep in touch ? we will i swear ! -huggs both tight tight tight tight !-


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17:40
can't stop thinking of ur face;
so wht's keeping a journal or a diary ? it's tearing out thin films of ur life so tt only the bolder colours stand out n u paste them into a little book u call "diary" or, to some, "journal" ((: evrytime u lk thru them u see the bold colours leaping out at u. sometimes u smile at the psychedelic colours swirling in front of ur eyes. other times u mourn at the dull but terribly bold colours which scream in such pain u want to turn ur eyes away at the sight. but tt's life isnt it ? the way it was supposed to be ? -nods- it definitely is (((: it's the life i love n embrace ((: here's a pretty poem.


Fall, leaves, fall: die, flowers, away;
Lengthen night and shorten day,
Every leaf speaks bliss to me
Fluttering from the autumn tree.
I shall smile when wreaths of snow
Blossom where the rose should grow;
I shall sing when night’s decay
Ushers in a drearier day.

emily bronte

it's my sis's favourite poem ((: beautiful yes ?


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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
21:20
can't stop thinking of ur face;
saw matt WITH val at cine (; haha.

-faints- haha !


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21:02
can't stop thinking of ur face;
a part of you has grown in me. and so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart. -beams-

if a thing loves, it is infinite.

to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven

love is a fruit in season at all times and within reach of every hand

within you I lose myself. without you I find myself wanting to become lost again

the rose speaks of love silently, in a language known only to the heart

when a heart finds another, what's a cloud more or less in the sky?







ask me not the sudden interest in quotes ((: im infinite ((: tt's probably the ans -grins-


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19:57
can't stop thinking of ur face;
really tempted to go get a new blog but with same layout evrythg.. shld i ? but there's no point is there ? :/ ah nvm..


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18:14
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
21:48
can't stop thinking of ur face;
im sinking deeper n deeper, needing more n more..
i feel like a drug addict :/ -sighs-


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21:06
can't stop thinking of ur face;
pearl harbor rocks. but only cos josh hartnett n ben affleck are in it :DD josh is SO CUTE ! ben is SO GDLKING ! AHHHHHH x)haha ! x) this is nice :D im giving jian rong goosebumps :DD cool.. totally~ haha i just told her this:

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on and on,
Oh yes I will :)

-laughs super madly- haha ! to hell with exams :D u dont affect me no more :D laters darls ! -beams- i love jianrong my love ! she's got this huge crush on me -gasps- :D


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Sunday, October 17, 2004
18:14
can't stop thinking of ur face;
ok.
so this is it.
dooms day is in abt arnd 18 hrs later.
maybe i cld invite u guys over to my funeral through the net huh ? umm u kno wht ? i like white roses ? yeah. n maybe play tt lene marlin's song "a place nearby" ? yeah. thnx. :/
ok, wait.
dont get me wrong if ure some kinda suicidal case busters. im just kidding. i dont wna die. at least not yet :D NOW ?! are u kidding me ((((: nvr been happier except for results lah ((: yeah. i still stand my ground abt tt stress tapping thing ? yeah. i mean it's true right ? haha see karmoon n lain agrees with me (((: it'd be veryVERYVERYVERY renewable n convenient (((: yup. like milking a cow (: yeah.. just, u kno, give this whole grp of students a tough test, mark it quickly before rounding the pathetic idiots up in a rm to hand them back the papers. then u have this futuristic device to tap the stress-waves frm the cheese-caked-brains of the kids n connect it to some turbines which will in turn generate electricity. ok this rocks. im teaching ppl to make kids suffer. sadistic, no ? -sighs- laters..


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Saturday, October 16, 2004
19:32
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hey hey (: over at gran's.. sis is watching si (: she's for chris. anw, i so screwed up my streaming.. :/ u kno what ? i think i can forget abt getting even into 2 pure.. :/ -sighs- haha but im the exception.. tt evr so cheers me up lah.. thnx SO much tiong chew :D cheered me up a lot ((((: i meant T-H-I-S much ((: i was so seriously SUNK in depression n even had violent tendencies :D but he managed to put this huge grin on my face lah ((: so yeah.. n im the exception :D oh gawd im so happy.. but then.. well yeah guilty lah.. haha yeah. urgh but i just want to.. hehs.. watched white chicks a second time ! it still rocked :D rocks ((: wimbledon was.. ok.. ((: n NO nah ! it wasnt cos i cldnt concentrate x) haha ! ah wells.. will be off for now ((: till another time, cheerios ! (:


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Friday, October 15, 2004
20:23
can't stop thinking of ur face;
u kno if stress cld be tapped it wld be a very good renewable source of energy singapore can turn to -nods-

urgh i so screwed up my streaming.. gawd just shoot me -sighs-


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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
17:17
can't stop thinking of ur face;
a thousand miles so rocks ? -beams- i cld listen it till forevr.. -sighs- if i cld just see u, if i cld just hold u - tonight..


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16:22
can't stop thinking of ur face;
1)Starting time: 1622hrs
2)First name: valerie
3)Nicknames: none (: val ?
4)Nationality: singaporean.
5)Email: valerieyaohuien@hotmail.com
6)Eyes: dark brown (:
7)fingers: umm.. lemme count.. twelve ? TEN
8)Siblings: an elder sis a younger sis n a younger bro
9)Been drunk before: haha nahh
10)Cheated: no-beams- i'm too smart ! :D
11)Missed school cause of rain: nope
12)Set any body part on fire for amusement: no ?!
13)Kept a secret from everyone: yeah definitely ?
14)Had/have a boy/girlfriend: haha yeah
15)Wanted to hook up w/a friend: yeaaaaaa.
16)Smacked or grabbed a guys/girls ass: yeah ! many times :D
17)Had a crush on a teacher: not tt i rmbr of.. ((:
18)Tea or coffee: milk tea !
19)Ever owned a 'New Kids on the block'?: huh ?
20)Ever prank called someone: yeah !
21)Been on stage: yeah duh ?!

IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU:

33)Cried: YES
34)Been mean: -smiles sweetly-
36)Been sarcastic: oh. NO. of couse not !
37)Met someone new: umm.. lemme see.. new.. ? nahh
38)Talk/text someone you had a crush on: yeah..
39)Missed someone: absolutely
40)Hugged someone: many
41)Fought w/parent(s): well not exactly
42)Wished upon a star: yeah.. -sighs wistfully-
43)Laughed until you've cried: yeah ((:
44)Watched sunrise/sunset: no :/
46)Went to the beach at night: yeah (: it was gorgeous
47)Read a book for fun: umm yeah loads
48)Ate meat: yeah ?

ARE/DO YOU:

49)lonely: nahh :D
50)happy: yes ! im ecstatic ! totally! no dont get me wrong i mean it -beams-
51)talking to someone online: currently nah. was..
52)What are you listening to? whirring of the fan? starting of a motorcycle n um the typing on the keyboard?
53)Do you drive: nahh
54)What do you drive: i said i didnt.. :/
55)enjoy concerts: yes ! yes ! yes ! the kasetsart thai university wind symphony was GORGEOUS
56)always decline when invited to parties: no !
57)Have you ever been to an EB: HUH?
58)If you were a month, you'd be: feb (: valentines'
59)Who named you: my parents ?
60)Backstreet Boys or NSync: nahh.. neither
61)Last time u showered: last night.. haha but gg in a while
62)Last thing u said when u talked online: yup love too ((: -huggs tight-
63)What's right next to u: the fan :D
64)Whats your computer desk made of: wood ?
65)Last thing u ate: lunch
67)Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: somewhere.. quiet (: like a resort cliched but nice (:
68)Who do you want to spend the rest of yourlife with: haha i wldnt kno.. him ?
69)Weather right now: dark n gloomy
70)What did you do last night: uhh.. rubbished with mum bro n younger sis (:
72)How do YOU eat an Oreo: haha i just did in the morning ((: first i dunk em in milk n then i mash em up :D when it gets all mushy n evrythg has been mixed up well, eat it like say.. ice cream? oh hey ! tt's n idea! i cld freeze it the next time n eat it as ice cream.. hmm.. not a bad idea at all :D
73)All time favorite tv show: umm.. dont have one ((:
74)Dream car: a sleek black one (:
75)What do you want to be: vet vet vet ! -chants-
77)Party animal or homebody: haha id reallyREALLY REALLYREALLY
like to be a party animal but mamma says no :/
78)Music or television: MUSIC !!
79)Fav food: umm..
80)Fav day of week: friday !
81)Parlez vous anglais?: HUH ?
82)If u could change your name, what wouldit be: wldnt change (: im getting my confirmation name ((: it's gna be sera (:
83)Do you sleep w/stuffed animal: umm just 2 ((: my lil darl elephant who's been with me for forevr n me bear !
84)Who do you always pray for: my all loved ones n those in need of help. n for myself too of course (:
85)First Son's name: josh
86)Wife/Husband: uhh.. im fourteen ?!
87)First daughter: cherisha (:
88)Fave alcoholic drink: hmm.. now tt's a first..
89)scary or funny movies: funny ! white chicks so rocked tho it was ultra shallow x)
90)On the phone or in person: phone (: haha or maybe person ? oh well it depends (:
92)Lust or Love: LOVE ! (:
93)If you could change something aboutyourself, what would it be: my bad temper.. hehs
94)piercings? 1 on each ear
95)tattoo? none
96)pets: used to have a cat n a guinea pig but they both died : now ive a part time cat :D


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15:13
can't stop thinking of ur face;
another day (: yes.
i really wna go out tmr.. really do !
pls mumsie ? pretty pls ? -sighs-
itll be super awkward lah but still.. haha really wna go ((:
yiling says im strong (: yes. strong val !
yeah. i was hercules wasnt i ?
-sighs- cant help thinking abt then tho.. (: yeah
gotta chill.. laters .


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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
13:24
can't stop thinking of ur face;


` baby can't u see tt i need u

10:53
can't stop thinking of ur face;
if i cld just see u.. if i cld just hold u.. tonight..


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10:15
can't stop thinking of ur face;
a thousand miles
making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making a way
through the crowd
and i need you
and i miss you
and now i wonder....
if i could fall
into the sky
do you think time
would pass me by
'cause you know i'd walk
a thousand miles
if i could
just see you
tonight
it's always times like these
when i think of you
and i wonder
if you ever
think of me
'cause everything's so wrong
and i don't belong
living in your
precious memories
'cause i need you
and i miss you
and now i wonder...
if i could fall
into the sky
do you think time
would pass me by
'cause you know i'd walk
a thousand miles
if i could
just see you
tonight
and i,
i don't want to let you know i,
i drown in your memory i,
i don't want to let this go i,
i don't...
making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making a way
through the crowd
and i still need you
and i still miss you
and now i wonder...
if i could fall
into the sky
do you think time
would pass me by
'cause you know i'd walk
a thousand miles
if i could
just see you..
if i could fall
into the sky
do you think time
would pass me by
'cause you know i'd walk
a thousand miles
if i could just see you
if i could just hold you tonight


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09:10
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hey :) i havent been arnd for a kazillion yrs yeah? but well i'm back. to hell with the eoys :)) yeah~. so, i was out with sijia lorena kitty ronda hwee peng hannah huijun n munyee ystd :))) went to cine bought tix WHITE CHICKS! so rocks :D then went to heeren. they wanted to eat at marche. shared a pizza with jun munyee n nah. dessert with clara kitty n nah :) was so full after tt. then we walked to cine agn n i met benjamin there. i almost DIED of shock :D he walked right past me while i was on the phone? apparently he was on the phone to. i was thinking "this person's so familiar" n the next split second my mind screamed "BENJAMIN" n the yellow name tag he was wearing confirmed my mind :D it all happened in a matter of seconds :)) anw. i was wishing n hoping tt i wldnt meet him agn but fate had it tt we'd watch the SAME show n be in the SAME theatre :)) haha yeah. hope the present he gave his gf turned out fine :)) yeah. took neos ! lovely! haha n i got a 37d pencil box nice. was totally miserable when i got home.. puked n puked n puked :/ when i smelled food i puked. when i stood up after lying down i puked :/ poor me ! hehs. but tiong chew n matt cheered me up millions lah haha esp matt :D thnx darl -huggs tight- tiong chew's.. interestingly cool haha. he's gna have his braces light blue n pink alternate :D cool.. yeah like totally~ -bimbo giggle- oh yuck. -pukes agn- :)) i'm like freakin pissed ?? haha white chicks so rocked :D it was really crappy lah but crazily hilarious :D alrites :) gna enjoy the rest of my hols :))


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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
16:02
can't stop thinking of ur face;
ooh ooh ooh :))))) ! the trip to blk 318 was fun ! haha i'm sure meiling agrees :))) for one i picked up a bit of hainan frm this cute old lady :))) n the most amazing thg was i cld tell a lil of wht she was saying so i cld converse a lil with her :))) haha fun fun hope there'll be another visitation :)) jana's really gd at music lah :D yep. u shld have heard her haha. then we talked.. dance sang yah.. basically tt but it was fun :) very in fact. anw, i think i'll miss gladd after she leaves sn.. :( oh wells :) will scoot now.. bye..


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Thursday, September 16, 2004
21:39
can't stop thinking of ur face;
you turned my darkness into light,
you made everything all right.
you picked me up when I was down,
you turned my life around.
when I needed you the most,
you were there,
even if it seemed like you didn't care.
when I didn't think I could make it another day,
you chased all my doubts away.
the world is full of many people, it's true
but there is only one of you.
an angel is what you are to me.
lost and alone, I will no longer be,
because you are here with me.
there is no reason to be sad
you've taken away all the bad.
if i didnt have you, what would i be


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21:35
can't stop thinking of ur face;
had a drive
driven by your love
but when you messed around
i lost the drive I found
thought you needed
needed someone true
but you changed your mind
or had I failed you
wish you'd been
careful with my heart
but you tore it apart
and broke an angel's heart
the kiss was true
has to end somehow
but I am livin' proof of what love is about
it's hard holding you
loving you, losing you
it's sad to be true
and be fooled by you
i don't knowI gotta know
should I stay or should I go
you played me on
played me like a clown
but I feel for you
even though I'm down
my heart is heavy
heavy like a rock
but I am so amused
you're still in my thoughts
it's hard holding you
loving you, losing you
it's sad to be true
and be fooled by you
i don't knowI gotta know
should I stay or should I go
this time its done
it'll never feel the same
but we had some good times
guess it's sad just the same
i guess the truth
doesn't matter somehow
but you were livin' proof of what love is about


` baby can't u see tt i need u

21:34
can't stop thinking of ur face;
pardon the way that I stare
there's nothing else to compare
the sight of you leaves me weak
there are no words left to speak
but if you feel like I feel
please let me know that it's real
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you



:))


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20:09
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hehs. been boring. mucking abt.. not doing proper study.. tho i do my hw.. hehs. abt time i started yeah? since my horribleHORRIBLEHORRIBLEHORRIBLE previous ppr :) haha. I SO HATE HOME ECONS COURSEWORK. it's a total load of rubbish. sure it's fun to cook n everythg but who in the right mind does powerpt presentatns n nutrtional analysis n task analysis and yada yada yada before they cook a measly meal?! if tt were the case i'd probably have died aeons ago or sth.. :) anw, at 5j now. no feelings for my ex class tho haha.. p6 squirts [hehs sorry darls] using out BEAUTIFUL 2d classrm :D haha. yeah. i miss our air con.. hannah agrees :D yup. oh wells.. i'm supposed to be all uptight n evrythg abt eoys but apparently -lks at self- NOT. oh well. :))) love everytime by britney tho i don't like her n mosta her songs :)) yup. jun abandoned me to be accompaniment for another girl.. : hehs. haha nah, kidding. she's leaving me alone to give mooncakes out to the old folks of blk 318 in amk. haha. kidding i volunteered. :)) nice eh ? :D oh n u kno when u get really yucked out by work u come up with all sorts of yucky sappy STUPID names for the dishes like "ruby fantasy" when it's just pathetically chopped up [well not exactly. sliced wld be the proper word] prunes. hehs. ho ho. we're really gd at tt. and interviewing my old granmamma of a neighbour was great :)) big fat cute animatns and loadsa lessons learnt :)) yeah like how to boil soup. thnx! haha.oh wells.. back to home ec -groans- byee world :)) hehs. will be waiting for tt msg :D super pung sai lame la but.. haha.. byee -huggs all-


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Monday, September 13, 2004
19:01
can't stop thinking of ur face;
i believe fantasia barrino
have you ever you ever reached a rainbow's end
and did you find your pot of gold
ever catch a shooting star
tell me how high did you soar
ever felt like you were dreaming
just to find that you're awake
cause the magic that surrounds you
will lift you up and guide you on your way

i can see it in the stars across the sky
dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
now I finally realize
see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
and finally yeahI believe in the impossible
if I reach deep within my heart
overcome any obstacle
won't let this dream fall apart
see I strive to be the very best
shine my light for all to see
cause anything is possible
when you believe yeah
i can see it in the stars across the sky
dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
now I finally realize
ive waited all my life for this moment to arrive
and finally I believe
yes I believe


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18:58
can't stop thinking of ur face;
why do gorillas have big noses?



















cos they've got big fingers!
-squeals with laughter!-

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Sunday, September 12, 2004
20:28
can't stop thinking of ur face;
everytime britney
notice me, take my hand
why are we strangers when
our love is strong
why carry on without me
everytime I try to fly, I fall
without my wings, I feel so small
i guess I need you, baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess I need you, baby
i make believe that you are here
it's the only way I see clear
what have I done
you seem to move on easy
and everytime I try to fly, I fall
without my wings, I feel so small
i guess I need you, baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess I need you, baby
i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry
at night I pray
that soon your face will fade away
and everytime I try to fly, I fall
without my wings, I feel so small
i guess I need you, baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess I need you, baby..


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20:25
can't stop thinking of ur face;
Fall, leaves, fall: die, flowers, away;
Lengthen night and shorten day,
Every leaf speaks bliss to me
Fluttering from the autumn tree.
I shall smile when wreaths of snow
Blossom where the rose should grow;
I shall sing when night’s decay
Ushers in a drearier day.

emily bronte


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Sunday, August 29, 2004
15:16
can't stop thinking of ur face;
come what may ewan macgregor nicole kidman
never knew i could feel like this
like i've never seen the sky before
i want to vanish inside your kiss
every day i'm loving you more and more
listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
telling me to give you everything
seasons may change, winter to spring
but i love you until the end of time

come what may
come what may
i will love you until my dying day
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
it all revolves around you
and there's no mountain too high
no river too wide
sing out this song i'll be there by your side
storm clouds may gather
and stars may collide
but i love you until the end of time

oh, come what may, come what may
i will love you, i will love you
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place


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Friday, August 27, 2004
21:30
can't stop thinking of ur face;
've been chatting with nah. well.. bitching ahahs.. so she's sortaf my bitchg part now :D ahahs.. abt u-noe-who n u-noe-who x) celestia simply does her selective hearing trick n feasts her eyes upon halle berry in catwoman :D n usually my "chats" with nah revolve arnd the same topic :D ahahs.. n markchay+garytan+kennethtan n gang came over to our sch to promote a cd theyre cutting. theyll donate the earnings to charity? yah. n the canteen was empty at 2?! -shakes head- ok. i admit markchay n garytan r cute with oh-so-hot bods (i'm smoken !) [oops:D] but still?! haha i stuck to lunch w joycee n nah haha. the rest were oggling at them :D then went up to fam lounge to go off for jp meeting n yiwei was drooling at the sight of gary tan :D i was dragging her off n she kept pulling back to catch a few more glances of gary tan :D ahahs.. ok. girls r girls right ? x) oh wells, i really hope.. sincerely hope.. earnestly hope.. -sighs- i believe n trust :)






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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
19:50
can't stop thinking of ur face;
15 Things You Probably
Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.


` baby can't u see tt i need u

Monday, August 09, 2004
14:46
can't stop thinking of ur face;
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :)


` baby can't u see tt i need u

Sunday, August 08, 2004
20:03
can't stop thinking of ur face;
u'll be in my heart
i gotcha, i'll be right here unless
come stop your crying,
it'll be all right
just take my hand
hold it tight now
i will protect you
from all around you
i will be here don't you cry
for one so small
you seem so strong now
my arms will hold you
keep you safe and warm
this bond between us
can't be broken
said wanna be here
don't you cry
'cause you'll be in my heart
you'll be in my heart yeahhh
from this day on
now and forever more, for more
why can't they understand
the way we feel
they just don't trust
what they can't explain
i don't see the difference
but deep inside us
we're not that different at all
you'll be in my heart
said you'll be in my heart
from this day on
now and forever more...
you'll be in my heart
no matter what they say
you'll be right here in my heart always
always! always, always(3)
don't listen to them
'cause what do they know (what do they know)
we need each other to have, to hold
they'll see in time
I know, we'll show them together
when destiny calls you
you must be strong (you gotta be strong)
i may not be with you
but you got to hold on
they'll see in timeI know
we'll show them together!
'cause you'll be in my heart (Believe me)
you'll be in my heart (I'll be there)
from this day on
now and forever more
you'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
no matter what they say (I'll be with you)
you'll be right here in my heart (I'll be there)
always
always!
i'll be with you!
i'll be there for you always
always and always
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
i'll be there always


` baby can't u see tt i need u

Friday, August 06, 2004
17:13
can't stop thinking of ur face;
heyy haha.. well u see when there isnt someone to give a pep talk or motivational thgy to u u give urself one :D here goes. hop eit comes in handy.. :))

girl[or boy for tt matter] u see sometimes the going gets tought.. but really it's then tt the tough gets going while the rest flops down there like a deflated balloon? be like the balloons filled with helium, rise high up there, sway in the breeze with casual triumph but be careful to avoid those prcikly elements tt leave u broken n shattered - it is then tt u can nvr be urself agn. brace urself for there will be greater n more challenges ahead. hang in there girl[or boy]. there's someone out there waiting for u :) why give up on urself now? now's not the time after the countless obstacles u've overcome. it'd all be wasated. where's ur determinatn? how many pple have told u they've got faith in u? come'on, dont let them down.. most of all dont give up on urself. girl[or boy] hang in there.. for urself, ur family members, for ur close frnds, for tt someone out there waiting for u :D hang in there n push urself a little more. whoever heard of dying from studyg? :)

oh wells.. haha.. was feeling a lil out one day.. rubbished this out :D bleahh.. :




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Monday, August 02, 2004
20:57
can't stop thinking of ur face;
wahaha! was tokg abt dying n choosg of colour of coffin with joanne n mum heard then she said,"ay! yall dont talk rubbish ah!" xD lalala!


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19:09
can't stop thinking of ur face;
jun says cat high choir's nice :D ahahs.. i love u







` baby can't u see tt i need u

Sunday, August 01, 2004
20:40
can't stop thinking of ur face;
i miss u.. somehow? dont know why.. think it's cos i saw ur ____________ n rmbred wht a grt person u were? haha.. n ur _______ ! oh gawd.. the ____________ just had to remind me of them.. :/ haha.. do u rmbr i called u _______ ________? haha.. gosh -sighs- i wonder if ure ________ ? i cant be regrettg right? -sighs- i dont know. i dont know.. i wna b part of ur world. :/ sheesh :( oh mamma i deserve death for these rubbish im thinkg abt... i cant possibly ___ _ _ ____ _ right? oh wells.. luv u.. -hugs tight-


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14:30
can't stop thinking of ur face;
Look at this stuff isn't neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think i'm the girl,
The girl who has everything
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here you think
"Sure, she's got everything"
I've got gadgets and gismos-a-plentyI
've got hoosits and watsits galore
You want thingamabobs
I've got twenty
But who cares no big deal
I want more
I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see 'em dancing
Walking around on those
What do ya call em?
Oh.... feet
Flippin' your fins you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumping, dancing
Strollin' along down a
What's that word again?
Street
Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world
What would I give if
I could live out of these waters
What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand
Betcha on land they understand
Bet they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women
Sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand
And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire? and why does it what's the word burn?
When's it my turn
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that shore up above
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world..


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Friday, July 30, 2004
19:13
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hey! :)) well, st nickz rox coz we're double champ AGN HAH! xD -squeals- haha! ok i'll narrate the whole thing :)

ok well, we assembled at the old spectators stand after lunch, afterwhich the sec4s left 1st, class by class. soon it came to our turn to leave super excitedly for the national stadium. we made loadsa noise [as usual] in the bus n practised our cheers :D i squeezed with nah n jun. super smart jun got us 1.5l bottles of drinks :D we got to the stadium soon. we [jun nah n i]got separated frm the class so we sat.. away frm the class? ok smthg along those lines. got really into the mood n excited but qt disappointed tt the person to my right wasn't as enthu s i was :D haha.. so i didn't pay attn to her :)))) ok so we started practising our cheers. sji scared us.. haha.. cos they were so low n loud n rather big. vs a bit loserfied lah. sit just beside us but sounded MUCH softer than sji who was sittg further away. haha. as usual, cedar was our rival :D heh heh >:)  xD okies. but they were loud. i admit :) there was this whole mess of blue there u just cldnt miss them. there were qt a few at 1st but the grp just got larger n larger! well, st nix didnt do bad herself :D okies. miss lim requested for seats at the end of the finishg line n we got it very fortunately :D yup. tension was brewg cos stnix really wanted our double champ. REALLY. so we cheered LOUD. i screamed a lot xD hehs. jun said i was so loud she cldnt hear herself n i cld see frm the corner of my eye evrytime we cheered she was coverg her ear xD haha. ok. so the race started with c div 100m. nicole ran, yanfen ran. cheered like mad. but so short :) but the guys were faster?! it was like 1 minute theyre at the startg line n the nxt whoosh the race is over :) the it was wht.. haha cant rmbr but i think is either 400m or 800m. yah. evry sch seemed to be agnst sports sch? xD haha.. cos it was almost like li2 suo3 dang1 ran2 tt they win? cos theyre like the elite n it wld seem wrong tt they didnt finish any race first? like watchg the guys run! it's like they run on batteries, almost effortless.. yah. we were qt disappointed durg the 1st few runs? cos sn didnt exactly win many races? yah.. but we cheered them on still :D miss choo ming4 ling4 us must cheer for all catholic schs so we did :) yah thn heard jun say sji made a pact with us say we cheer for them n they cheer for us or smthg like tt yah but in the end also nvr haha.. then jun n nah n i were smsg jun's sji frd for most of the time :)))) but we cheered too ok! i cheered so loud the pple arnd me were staring but i cheered all the same anw :D  thn cat high was this puny grp.. aiyoh.. haha.. then anw, the most excitg were relays! i screamed like shit!! haha.. n the b div 800m? i salute eva n cassondra -salutes- haha cos it seemed like they'd made a promise b4 the race tt even if they died they'd squeeze evry bit of nrg n finish the race well. haha.. it surely felt tt way! the were in the front the whole way thru? the 2 of them ran tgt.. yah.. but the most ke3 xi1 one is tt cassondra almost made it first whn some other girl emerged suddenly frm the back n beat her to the finishg line -shrugs- eva didn't do bad :)) they got a 2nd n 3rd for tt event x) so proudaf u guys! but at the end of the race cassondra cldnt stand up.. she put in her all :) yah.. then there was a point in time where i was feelg bad really bad for this guy? i think it's 1500m event yah then this indian guy? yah then he cldn't catch up with the rest n he was at the back.. yah.. was feelg so bad? nah n jun n i were all feelg bad for him.. : then another guy? i felt even worse for him! he was runng 4 by 4 relay n it was like the 2nd last round or smthg then he was also either the 3rd or 4th in the race? n he dropped his baton! it rolled off to another lane n he had to go n pick it so he became the last?! felt so so sad : oh wells. then for girls b div 4 by 4 we were hysterical!!!!! my throat alr felt like there was a split down it but i still screamed anw for the b div 4 by 4 cos we knew this was a race we had gd chance of winng :)))) then i screamed until i felt like there was a hole in my throat. tht was abt.. 3rd round. then i screamed like nvr, like insane, like shit, like i nvr wld agn this yr durg the last 100m! stnix was leadg by a gd 50m or more!!!!! we were all screamg like xiao n if u didnt scream u'd go deaf cos the screams engulf u! then u cld hear tt.. vibratg sound coz the screams r so loud xD yah.. i find sji's cheer amusg. it goes "joseph..jospeh. joseph..jospeph.." xD haha.. it doesnt seem amusg here but it's super if u hear it :D yah then they had this communist-action-like thing haha.. loved vj's drum :) our drum so soft.. :/ oh! u noe there was this race.. cant rmbr wht but i think is guys c div 800m run then there was this acs or vs guy? he was runng agnst s'pore sports sch? yah n evryone was cheerg for him cos they were havg a neck to neck fight?? yah! then in the end tt guy won!!! we were all cheerg like mad! haha.. ok. u kno, it rained super heavily durg the competitn? yah :) then stnix jian1 chi2 dao4 di3 :) sat rain or shine in the rain with, of course, umbrellas in the rain :) my bag got soaked n my stuff in my bag got soaked :/ haha. anw it was gd fun :D yah jun was dryest  i was wettest :/ cos it was jun's umbrella n she held it n she was in the middle :) nah weas 2nd wettest after me :) anw yah.. the rg xiao2 jies3 were so afraid of gettg hit by a raindrop tt they ran for shelter once it rained.. n sji was veh funny.. xD haha.. cos when it rained some pple opened their umbrellas then closed it.. then only when it rained super heavily then they opened their umbrella so we msgd jun's sji frd thn he say tt e snr scolded those who opened their umbrellas.. haha n the nxt time it rained [the rain stopped for a while]  they beat us to openg the umbrellas :D. then jun nah n i were qt nervous lahh cos we were doubtful of retaing our double champ frm our performance so when the time of the announcement of final results came we were all waitg with bated breath. well u see, SI-ngapore sports sch, CE-dar n Chij stnicholas girls'sch sound the same in the front? yup. so whn they announced tt cedar got 3rd we screamed like pure shit! n when were heard "sing" we were prancg arnd like mad asses! ahh! n i was screamg n jumpg n whtevrg like no one's business tho i'd just sprained my ankle slightly the day b4 xD ah the miracles happiness can bring! tt was for c div cos sports sch hasnt yet had b div. then for bdiv we were waitg with bated breath whn they announced 2nd! it was CEDAR. HAH. !!!!!!!!! xDDDD yup! CEDAR - 2nd u shldve seen their banners. -shakes head- full of themselves :D anw, i was too absorbed in rejoicg for our DOUBLE VICTORY -winks- tt i didnt notice cedarians :D nah said tt at first when cedar was announced 2nd, in the se of tt blue of their uniform u cld see beige coloured thgs stickg up in the air, it was their hands but once stnix was announced champ all u saw was blue. theyd stopped cheerg xD sn rox my sox inside out or not ! -screeeeeeeeeeeams!!-

1 2 3 4 keep up the tempo!
here we go agn!
on the battle field agn!
we'll beat others through n through!
give it up for s n g!
eh oh eh oh eh oh eh oh eh oh eh oh!
any sweat?!
no sweat!
st nix eleven claps!
clap x 9
ST NIX!!!

v-v-v-i-c-c-c-c-t-o-o-o-o-r-y
v-i-c-t-o-r-y
victory, victory!
tt's our cry!!!!

-cheers n screeeeeeams!!-





` baby can't u see tt i need u

Saturday, July 24, 2004
20:40
can't stop thinking of ur face;
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every timeI think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
 Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
 Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
 Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come onI
f you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her Love ...
I'm in love


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20:33
can't stop thinking of ur face;
look through my eyes

There are things in life you´r learning
all in time you´ll see
cause out there somewhere
it´s all waitingif you keep believing
So don´t run
Don´t hide
it will be alright
you see trust meI´ll be there watching over you
Just take a look through my eyes
Theres a better place somewhere out there
uh just take a look through my eyes
everything changes
You´ll be amazed what you find
If you look through my eyes
There will be times on this journey
all you see is darkness
but out there somewhere
daylight finds youif you keep believing
So don´t run
Don´t hide
it will be alright
see trust me
I´ll be there watching over you
Just take a look through my eyes
Theres a better place somewhere out there
uh just take a look through my eyes
everything changes
You´ll be amazed what you find
If you look through my eyes
All the things thatyou can change
theres a meanin´ in everything
and you will find
all you need theres so much to understand
Take a look through my eyes
Theres a better place somewhere out there
uh just take a look through my eyes
everything changes
You´ll be amazed what you find
If you look through my eyes


` baby can't u see tt i need u

18:45
can't stop thinking of ur face;
hey hey! nthg much has happened except zhu died on POP if i havent said yet.. : well..2 cat high guys came over to our sch in the hope of getting our interest in this 2nd annual gala concert of theirs.. yah :) then one of them sat on the specs stand behind his dear frnd while the other held the mike n spoke to this sea of blue pinafores of the opposite gender :D he's super brave! ok anw, then he started "Um hello ladies. can i have ur attn pls?" n evryone i repeat EVERYONE went "whoa.." oh. n tht's supposed to be pronounced "woh" not "wah" -nods- :D yup so anw yah then he went on n talked abt this concert their having at the esplanade n stuffs? except he went "as-plah-ned" AND being the evil awful girlies we r [:D] we started luffing our heads,  our hair n our limbs off as well.. haha.. y do i suddenly feel evil? -winks- haha.. so anw yah.. then mrs kwek who was standing by the side ready to jump to his rescue anytime [we were really noisy n "excited" [NOT] by his prescence [sp?] yup haha.. anw she came up n told us tht it wasnt easy to stand up there n speak to this whole grp of critical pple :D whivch was absotively posilutely true? well she didnt say exactly those words but.. yah :D haha.. then she was like "cld u pls give him ur support?" n we cheered n clapped.. yah.. haha.. the best part was tht his dear frnd was there sittg behind him LUFFG AWAY! lolx! n apparently mrs tan luffed till her face was red xDthen he went on "u noe the public knos us as brother n sister sch right..." n he paused for a while coz there was this uproarious noise as the girls began either protesting or luffing or, well, making remarks.. yah :D n there was this loud "ahh.."[the whole sch seemed to b in synch.. haha it was so hilarious coz ervryone made the same remark haha like "oh.." n "ahh.." n "right.." xD] then he went "yah so when u're performing u want ur family members to be there right?" n at this pt he had to pause agn while this noisy chatter rose n fell n this loud "oh.. so we're family.." came.. haha..gosh i was luffg n luffg! then he cont'd "yah! so when ur family members r there u'll perform better right? so yah u're shld come down n support us! n it's only $15 anw! yah so pls come down n support us!" then we were all like "mmmm.." during the "when ur family members r there u'll perform better part :D ok lah ok lah.. haha! i think ure so super brave? yah n like i dont think i cld evr do tt in a million yrs? -nods- so i salute u :D haha.. well the boys had come over in the hope of enticing us into going for their concert but i think they brot more amusement instead :D oh wells.. thnx anw :D u brightened our day :D u shld come more often n make us luff like siao xD n more "as-plah-ned"s pls! -screams with luffter at the thot- :D love lotts! -beeeggggg hugg!-








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Monday, July 19, 2004
16:02
can't stop thinking of ur face;

love
andrea
benjamin
catherine
celestia
clara
cristal
crystal
denise
diana
elaine
elaine
glenda
hannah
hwee peng
jaime
jana
jasmine
jia fang
jiaxing
joyce
hui jun
kelda
lorena
michelle
natalie
natalie
nicole
phyllinda
qiuyu
renette
tong
tracey
huiqing
ronda
xiangli
xiaojia
xinru
yeewen
yiling
yizhen

friendster
colour codes
orisinal *
constipatn song

picture perfect ! bday&pressies
beach
family :) family :)) family :))) kl trip sparklers&cheque titan drawings n others :D drawings n others:D2 singtel sms